this has become me.. i can’t remember the last time i was happily in a relationship with someone.. i don’t remember the last time i held hands with a guy in public. i don’t read, write, paint, or play music anymore.. i miss the old life i had.. things were good. i was relaxed and focused.. no wonder my grades have gotten so bad and i get migraines all the time and have panic attacks..

(Source: eventuallyandalways, via doesnotwant)